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sometimes to stay alive you've got to kill your mind.


That’s the best word I have to describe when I was with you
I was intoxicated by your presence
You were the poison I constantly shot in my veins
Like fire pounding through my blood I couldn’t get enough
I yearned for your eyes to look at me
I craved your fingertips brushing my thigh
My heart forgot how to beat when you said my name
I will scream at the top of my lungs until my face turns blue and your name can’t appear in my head anymore that I was never in love with you
That I would never be dumb enough to love you
But when I think about the day you told me you never loved me
And I cried until I was dead inside and drank the venom you spat at me and threw up every memory we had
I couldn’t sleep for weeks because I was scared you’d make your way into my dreams like you do my thoughts
It never occurred to me that human beings are just as addictive as drugs, and oh did you have me addicted
If you are the toxic air I need to breathe
If you are in every face I see and in every lyric I hear
If you are my happiness and sadness and my anger all rolled into one
How can I possibly say that I never fell in love with you?
But, I do anyway.❞
September 19 2014 | 3 notes | via
❝Say it before you run out of time. Say it before it’s too late. Say what you’re feeling. Waiting is a mistake.❞
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